Does she wake up early just to call you and say good morning like I used to?
Does she listen to all your problems when you think you can no longer carry them like I used to?
I have no idea what’s keeping me from showing my love for you. There are so many things—sweet and romantic things that I want to do for you—with you. There are so many words I want to utter, something that could make your soul melt. I want to say those three magic words but I don’t know why I just couldn’t say it. As if someone is pulling my tongue back in that leaves me with no words.
This is what it’s like to not see you.
Not seeing you is like:
two big stones crushing together, with bits chipping off;
Photo credit: Chris R. (Creative Commons)
I always want to create the dreamiest poetry for you… a message that’s unparalleled. There are whiles that I am lost for words or sometimes lost inside my own head but every time I close my eyes and think of you, unexpectedly all the answers appear, floating at liberty in the air and in the great abyss of my heart.
She has so many things to say, so many feelings that she wanted you to know but in all her honesty, she doesn’t know how and where to start a conversation with you. Should she start by saying all the thank you’s like she usually does? Should she start with just a simple “Hi” and “How are you?” or should she start directly with both of your personal issues? She doesn’t know. So please let me be her voice that she kept down to her core for a long time now.
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