I’m sorry if I had an awful past It was so chaotic that misunderstood by many I’m sorry if I had vices It made me look immoral I’m sorry if this is the way I dress It makes me look less decent regardless if it is trendy I’m sorry if I dated men in the past It made me look flirty I’m sorry if I had to wear red lipstick to hide my pale lips It made me look like a whore I’m sorry if I inked my body It made me look uneducated I’m sorry if I pierced my ears It made me look like a rebel I’m sorry if I’m not the typical girl that everybody wants I’m sorry I’m not white That sparkles under the heat of the sun I’m sorry I’m not petite That you could easily pat I’m sorry if I don’t have chinky eyes—I know it’s cute in everyone’s perception I’m sorry if my face isn’t youthful I’m sorry I’m skinny It made me look heedless I’m sorry if I don’t smile often I’m sorry if my face is blank—they say it is a resting bitch face I’m sorry I’m not bubbly It made me look intimidating—sometimes even prideful I am sorry To you who wanted me to change To you who couldn’t accept me for who I am To you who’s ashamed of me To you who couldn’t stand my past—my past that gives chills to your veins To you who couldn’t trust me To you who have always been judging me I am sorry I am sorry if you are ignorant I am sorry if you couldn’t believe I could stand on my own I am sorry if you can’t help yourself but admire my flaws I am sorry if I don’t follow your orders I am sorry if you couldn’t stand my power I am sorry if I can do what men can do I am sorry if my strength makes you feel less of a man I am sorry if I am capable of wrecking your ego I am sorry if I am a breaker of society’s standards I am sorry if you couldn’t accept I’m dominant This is what I feel Sorry I feel sorry for you To you who thought could change me I am sorry But your judgments can’t tear me apart SHARE THIS ARTICLE: |
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